Phoebus has thrice his yearly circuit run,
The winters over, and the summers done;
Since that bright day on which our hands were joind,
And to Philander I my all resignd.
Thrice in my womb Ive found the pleasing strife,
In the first struggles of my infants life:
But O how soon by Heaven Im calld to mourn,
While from my womb a lifeless babe is torn?
Born to the grave ere it had seen the light,
Or with one smile had cheerd my longing sight.
Again in travail pains my nerves are wreckd,
My eye balls start, my heart strings almost crackd;
Now I forget my pains,
and now I press Philanders image to my panting breast.
Ten days I hold him in my joyful arms,
And feast my eyes upon his infant charms.
But then the Kind of Terrors does advance,
To pierce its bosom with his iron lance.
Its soul releasd, upward it takes its flight,
Oh never more below to bless my sight!
Farewell sweet babes I hope to meet above,
And there with you sing the Redeemers love.
And now O gracious Savior lend thine ear,
To this my earnest cry and humble prayer,
That when the hour arrives with painful throes,
Which shall my burden to the world disclose;
I may deliverance have, and joy to see,
A living child, to dedicate to Thee.
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